Philosophy & Philo-so-art.

这是一幅用左手和右手同时一起画的作品，我这么做是因为我想要真正感受当不一样的人在一起的时候，相处到底是怎样的……

This artwork is drawn by both hands, I do this because I really want to feel what is it being together with other people ……

这幅画基本上分成两个部分，第一，画图，大家可以很清楚看到这作品除了五颜六色，就是还有个图案，而这图案，而是双手画成的，我一边画一边就回想起我和她刚开始交往，蜡笔彼此碰撞，起初感觉还好……可是时间越长就越不协调，这个时候，一股很熟悉的感觉浮上来，“无奈”，毕竟不能说左手或右手不好，只是步伐很不协调，时间越长，碰撞越激烈！画到心型末端时，我顿时懒惰了，也烦了，干脆就在画中剩下的空间补上一个心型的黑影以及一点点地点缀（很随便那种）。第一部分画好后……我放远一看，心情非常差……这几乎是垃圾了……感觉很不舒服，很明显后尾的部分都是一种放弃的心态完成，可是前半部虽然有不少蜡笔碰撞的笔触下很粗糙的完成，但怎么说都是有下一番功夫的。若要真完全放弃，还真的很可惜，也很不舍。愣了一下子，似乎在和自己对话……“要不要再试试看用心补救这一幅画？” 这一句话我挣扎了好一会儿，因为这也许只是把垃圾放得更大而已……然后我忽然有股感觉告诉我，“想要就用心去做，去尝试，剩下的，就顺其自然……” 就这样，我尝试选了其中两个眼色，双手开始尝试补救。画了一点，看一下……感觉好像有帮助……那么我就决定再试一试，这种心情犹如把自己放在刀边上，但是我知道我若不尽力尝试挽救，那么我脑海中就有着那么一幅可惜的图画，这，我会很不甘心的……一些时间后，总算完成，乍看之下还是觉得不如预期的好，有点小失望的感觉，可是当我放在地上打算拍照的时候，站直往地上一看，这距离似乎让我看到了这一幅画的动感和感动，原来近看是很粗糙，但是远看却有很丰富的感觉。这时候我似乎明白了一个简单的道理，那就是两个人在一起，不管怎么样都应该有点距离的，而要适当地保持这个距离的方法就是尊重。这下子我总算松下来一些了，因为我总算知道自己在整个绘画过程中，两手之间应该要学会尊重，虽然偶尔还是有冒犯的时候，但是只要彼此用心，虽然补救不是完整的等号，但是，得出来的结果永远都不会后悔的。

This artwork is made by 2 parts. First, I’m sure everyone can see it besides colours, there is also a picture within and it’s drawn by both hands too. I was drawing and thinking our first met, the crayons kept colliding, it was still good at the beginning…… But it turned out uncoordinated when time is longer. There was a feeling came to me, frustration, there was no wrong for both of hands after all, it just uncoordinated. The longer the time spending the worse the condition! Until the last part, I was kinda lazy and bothered and then i just drew a shadow and anything else as to fill up the rest of the blank space. When the 1st part done, I tried to see it from further distance, it was awful and it totally killed my mood, it was like a crap and obviously the last part of the drawing is kinda like “giving up” drawing. Although the beginning part looks rough but it is something there and it’s too bad to for totally give up. After a moment, I was kinda like talking to myself……”Why don’t you try to fix it?” I was struggling for a moment, it is because I may just enhance the crap at all…… Then I heard something, “Just do the best for what you want, let the god decide for the rest of it……” So, I chose another 2 colours and started to fix it. It seemed working and then I just keep trying, it made me felt like I was at the edge of a knife. But I know I will regret for sure if I didn’t tried my best to fix it. After the some time, it’s done. The first sight was kinda disappointed but when the moment i put it on my floor for taking photograph, in the distance of standing, I found the dynamic and inspire. It may look rough at a close distance but it will look rich at the longer distance. Through that, I came to understand that 2 different person being together, no matter how, they sure have some distance to each other, and to keep the distance the best is to respect. Now i feel relieve some, because from the drawing I had made, both hands should learn how to respect each other, although sometimes it won’t work but as long as you put heart on it, it may not the perfect one but you won’t regret after all.

要面对并解决关系中的无奈，无非就是需要彼此的互相了解，接受和尊重。我想，我更加明白了。

To solve the problem in a relationship, understanding, accept and respect are needed. I think, I get to know about it better now.