奇怪的审美和表达 Weird sense of beauty and expression
by nashkoor
她说我有个很奇怪的审美观，“至少有特色。”她接着说。一路上开车，这句话都在我脑海盘旋，当时我回应不过来，我想我不能否认我有着很奇怪的思维方式，表达方式，工作方式甚至是生活方式。一般人若和我相处，估计没有很大的耐心是不足的，因为很多时候我连自己的表达方式有无问题我自己也不太确定，想要换个说话方式，一下子又不知道该怎么做。但是我想若我希望她也对我更好，我也应该要有足够的耐心，尽可能理解她说的事情。说实在的，我真不希望这一份无奈一直这样下去。
She said I have a very weird sense of beauty, “At least you have something special.” She said then. Those words were spinning in my mind while on the way back to home, I didn’t able to respond at that time, I think I just can’t deny that I have strange mindset, expression, way of working even my life style. Normally people need to have lot of patient to live with me, it is because I might not knowing the problem of the way I talk, think to change it but I just dunno how. But if I wish she can treat me a bit better, guess I should have enough patient for her and her stuffs. Honestly, I don’t really hope the frustration keep going in the days coming.
一回到家，我就觉得我该把她觉得奇怪的局部室内设计的想象画出来，虽然我无法画得犹如室内设计师般的图，但是我想这幅图画应该足以表达我的感受，就以我个人的观点来看，我还真觉得当中有着很明显的无奈。
若你喜欢，请看，若你理解，请读，若你反感，请忽视。
Once I’m back, I felt like draw it out which she felt weird about it, although I can’t draw like an interior designer, but I think this is enough for representing my feeling. From what I know, I can really feel the frustration obviously within the artwork.
If you like it, see it, if you understand, read it, if you disagree, just ignore it.